Tuesday, October 30, 2007 ♥
TWINII♥
yay yay!
last friday got english paper
got 28/50
actually is 29 but i found out one mistake
i spelt challenge wrongly
i spell chalenge
then teacher say i very honest
ya very honest
n because of my honesty
i loss 1 mark
lol
1 mark = 2%
wa lao
2% is a lot
i wonder if this 2% will affect my overall mark for english
this 2% can help me pass my eng
but i gave up
lol
ystd got maths paper one
diao
i only got 43/50
thats A1
but i expected higher
i did not expect full marks but 47/50
haix
josie n jesmond got the highest 49.5/50
TWINKII♥ keep on asking me for her 5 bucks
but i haven get my overall so cannot give her yet
so sorrie
hahas
go interviewed on friday
i think the manager doesnt need us now
so TWINKII
not to worry
is not she dun wan u
is does not need us now...
n meiling
even if i re-link u
i will nv tag u
so sorrie
i re-link u when im free, kays?
ohh i finally noe one secret about u!!
not JM tell me one
is i found out myself
i noe hu u lyk
u lyk...
haha
dun worry i will not blurt out
but im not sure whether others will blurt out anot
hahs
nobody noes hu i lyk
but there's two person
in this world
....... n my fairy
listened to the sweet sound @ 6:55 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007 ♥
TWINNI♥
ystd nite
had i dream
i dreamt that im fighting with my sis
den i keep on screaming
crying
and somehow wailing
i dunno wad happen
but i noe im very sad
i saw my mother slap me
suddenly
i felt my face covered with hot blood
i slowly opened me eyes
den noe that it was jus a dream
i felt that it is real
thats real
my eyes were surrounded by tears
i hope that after i get my result
and find out that i failed
i will not be lyk this
so desperate
i dun wan!!
i really cant stand this anymore
everyday nightmares is making me sick
im scared and afraid
fwens told me that i will b okay
will this really b okay?/
or is jus comforting me that
is nothing to b afraid of??
going to NA is not that horrible as i thot??
i crying and begging the fairies would b good to me
have i done something wrong in my past
and i had to return by my present life?
i hope i can get my answer soon...
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:51 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 ♥
TWINII♥
sad laa
this few days
had nightmares almost everyday
dreamt that i will drop into NA next year
how??
nobody can help me now...
only when fairies came by and miracles happen...
i wrote about i was going to play with the chemicals with teacher warn us that it is poisonous n..
slightly flammable
and my partner held my hands to stop me from mixing the chemicals
but i ACCIDENTALLY pour onto her
and cause her face to burn and leave a scar
is this carelessness?
i dun think so
how laa????
i had already wrote out of point!!
my compo should write about my carelessness
this few days
thinking of these stuffs [of course is not public talks lol]
is driving me mad!!!
i dunno how to face the world after this year if i got into NA
for ppl lyk yaohui n crystal or mayb zhao qian
they NV noe
they hadnt try b4 when they are going to drop into NA
and those NAs lyk TWINKII
do they noe??
i dun think so either....
doreen is out of danger
she scored quite well for CA2
hope she will b fine
and stay in express with her fwens
best wishes for her (:
i felt very lonely
feel lyk crying
but y i canot cry
after all these pains i went thru'????
i felt useless
my mum always said that jus try ur best
if u canot cope jus let go
u think i wan to let go??
YES!!
im the one who is scared of death and scared of losing
so wad???
does it really matter?
i jus want have better grades
and mayb jus a this little contribute
i may not regret when i get old!
jus now shower
thot of something
i was frustrated with my compo that i wrote out of point
jus thinking that y i couldnt jus write that
i was cooking something then suddenly my fwens called to chat with me
chat for half an hour
smelt something that cause me breathing difficulties
and find out that the kitchen is burning..........
OR
i pour the chemicals but mix the wrong chemicals
the test-tube feels very hot and somehow threw the test-tube on my partner
thats carelessness
coz i pour the wrong chemical
but i nv think of something...
i still hv my report writing...
my report writing can save me
haix
TWINKII said that i will stay in express with her institution
but i think that i will drop
we bet that if i drop to NA
she mus give me $5
n if i stay i mus gif her $5
i really hope i can gif her $5
i hope miracles will come by
n fairies DO exist
listened to the sweet sound @ 7:17 PM
Monday, October 8, 2007 ♥
TWINII♥
omgomg!!!!!!
today chinese
compo is okay
but letter writing anyhow do le lor
wad write a letter to ur primary school fwen???
lol
ANYHOW WRITE LAA!!!
)=
woo hoo TWINKII♥ will b bringing her gang this friday
to settle some problem here
that group of girls...
aiya dunno how to say laa
wan stir things up is it
i will play with u till the end
and i mean it
silly dumb girls in my school
TWINKII♥ is transferring school after this year to HaiSing Catholic
i also wan laa!!!!
TWINKII !!!!! take me with u!!! lol
ystd finally bought a new handbag
my family is officially under finance problem.....
lol
haix
i think im a burden to my family
can i go out work now??
no!!! i wan stay under my comfort bed sleeping!!!
lol
if i pass my whole year can le
is this a dream
if it is
please wake me up
i dun wan to stay in this horrible dream
but how can i wake up?
if this is a dream
i have been sleeping for 14 years!!!!
is this a dream
if yes
i dun wan stay here
bring me to the fairy who live somewhere over the rainbow
NOW!!!!!
so despo lor
aiya
he dun care me leh
haix
nvm
mayb i try letting him go...
i am frustrated by some kinds of invisible problems here
and thats my emotions and feelings
i keep thinking of my result....
and that guy
thiese will make me mad u noe??
if i fail
i go NA
the i think about my family my fwens and myself
i dunno wad to do le lor
can the fairy help me
i feel lyk dying
i dun wan live in this horrible world
actually i can jus wake up and all this horrible things will b gone
dats when i get my results at the end of this year
how??
can someone or anyone help me'
im died to this world can??
i dun feel lyk living
this world hates me and i hate this world
i wish to go visit my fairy
WHERE R U, FAIRY??/
lol
listened to the sweet sound @ 2:01 PM
Saturday, October 6, 2007 ♥
TWINII♥
took english test ystd
canot post ystd laa
ystd fever until now
jus now fever at temperature of 38.9
whoa!!!
lol
i woke up in the morning n when sleep again until 2.00p.m.
english test hor i sia liao'
thursday i face the mirror and say:
'u can do it'
'the paper is not difficult at all'
'i have the support from my fwens, family'
'dun have to b afraid'
'u can answer the questions in the paper'
'as it is set by ur teachers...'
i feel that im mad!!!
lol
den ystd
sore throat
woke up prepared to go school
lend english file from crystal
to examine her compo
no laa
jus for reference
how i can write a good compo
coz she got high marks for compo...
chose qn 1
write about my carelessness that led to serious consequences
i think i wrote out of point lor
somemore
i first time useing dialouges
haix
i used
'hey!'
'ah!!!'
in my compo leh
den i dunno how le lor
i dunno can use these maa
den i jus now remembered
dreamt that i got highest in class for compo
stay in express next year sec three
which i think is impossible in real life....
how?
i really really wanna stay express with him
if i passed my english
i will most lykly same class with him
woo hoo!!!!
but is part of my dream laa
canot b true....
ppl said that dream is the opposite of real life
den i dunno wad to do
yaohui n crystal somehow encourage me
n tell me that i MUS pass my english
i felt lyk crying...
i tell myself i mus pass but i dun really have the confidence
n im not brave to face the world if i failed
i dunno if i will really cry in school the day the results is out
but i hope someone will really comfort n console me
i think that is nothing to go NA
but im really scared
now that i had sat for my english
is some kind of relieve
ur may not understand
but is lyk a huge rock that crush on u..
had lifted
but although the rock is removed on me
i still cant breath as i have not get my results
i really hope that i can pass with flying colours
and stay in sec 3 express wif my fwens n him!!
but my apologise to TWINKII♥
I GOTTA FIND THE FAIRY SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW AND HOPE SHE WILL GRANT MY WISH...
listened to the sweet sound @ 5:08 PM
Thursday, October 4, 2007 ♥
TWINII♥
OMGOMG!!!!!!!
tmr english test le leh!!!
haven revise
lol
i noe the format le
for report writing
that's y
drats!!
i dunno how to write a compo leh!!!
not dunno
is my language very poor
den i still write very long
~500
minus marks until nothing to minus
lol
haix
i gotta fail my whole year if i fail EOY
for english laa
other subject i will pass
some jus pass
=)
not lyk Zhao Qian rite
everything also mus get A's
'aiyo....u haven do ur maths arh???'
'i let u copy...'
'COPY!! COPY!! QUICK!!!' quote by Zhao Qian
damn shit laa!!!
im not dat useless
go copy ur work
n the hw is next day
pass up
i can do at nite rite?!?
DUN B SO COCKY K??
THAT DOES NOT BENEFIT U
U UNDERSTAND ME??
lol
i hope i have improve my english this past few months
I WANT STAY IN EXPRESS!!!!
AIYO!!!!
crystal tricked me to make me say who i lyk
lol
btw
i dun think i lyk anyone
IT DOES NOT LOOK SUSPICIOUS TO UR K??!!!
walao
they spread i lyk klement
lol
n that's not the truth
the truth is i nv lyk anyone
=)
n that's true n accurate
I HEREBY VOUCH THAT THE INFORMATION PROVIDED IS TRUE AND ACCURATE. SHOULD THERE BE ANY FURTHER CLARIFICATIONS, I WOULD BE GLAD TO BE OF ASSISTANCE.
lol
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:07 PM
Monday, October 1, 2007 ♥
TWINII♥
woo hoo!!!!!!!!!!
i passed my eng
but overall still faill
semester 2 i got jus pass 50%
still very dangerous laa...
coz my semester 1 got 48.1%
FAILED!!
this friday test eng!!!
help me!!!
only this fri
50%50%
if fail i die
pass i stay in express with him?!?!
haix
i will make myself stay in express by hook or by crook
no laa
i will prove it to that zhao qian
>zhao qian
dun b so cocky!!
i noe ur eng very good
but dun dig on others
haix...
sian
TWINKII quite okay
she dun ever nv worried about her result
coz she in normal
not being sarcastic
but is the fact
i hope i will b lyk her when i get to narmal
ey NONO!!!!
i not going to normal
even if teacher carry one sedan infront of me
i also dun wan go!!!!
lol
i really hope i will not get
but very sorry to TWINKII
if i still in express next year..
TWINKII will b studying at greendale for another year
but i shall b heading to poly
not jc kays!!!
i heard that if u wan get in jc..
firstly
eng still hv to study but poly no need
second
mus b pro in humanities but poly no need
and i'm not good in my humanities...
so IM NOT GOING JC!!!
to jc schools...
ur name list shall not hv the name...
LAW JING YI there
u understand??
lol
i cant wait to get my hamster...from Qiao Zhen
i hope it's a male hamster
coz i heard dat the female will hv its period but dunno when xD
haix
if i passed my eng
dat will b a good present for me xD
n mayb buying a new school bag for myself at the end of the year...
that's all ,folks!!!♥
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:37 PM