Sunday, October 21, 2007 ♥
TWINNI♥
ystd nite
had i dream
i dreamt that im fighting with my sis
den i keep on screaming
crying
and somehow wailing
i dunno wad happen
but i noe im very sad
i saw my mother slap me
suddenly
i felt my face covered with hot blood
i slowly opened me eyes
den noe that it was jus a dream
i felt that it is real
thats real
my eyes were surrounded by tears
i hope that after i get my result
and find out that i failed
i will not be lyk this
so desperate
i dun wan!!
i really cant stand this anymore
everyday nightmares is making me sick
im scared and afraid
fwens told me that i will b okay
will this really b okay?/
or is jus comforting me that
is nothing to b afraid of??
going to NA is not that horrible as i thot??
i crying and begging the fairies would b good to me
have i done something wrong in my past
and i had to return by my present life?
i hope i can get my answer soon...
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:51 PM